“This
is why I love Rachel Held Evans: Writing,
like Faith, Means Living the Questions.
That is where I am right now, Living the
Questions, letting it play out.
Believing that this road will end in immense beauty even if it’s tough
right now.”
I wrote the above quote on Tuesday May 31st
2011 and posted it on my old blog. Ironically
that was my wedding anniversary. I don’t
feel like this today. I have lost my
hope that this road will end in immense beauty.
Today I want to wallow in pain. I
want to stay in bed and re-imagine the past.
I want to flesh out all the “if only”s.
The pain disappears for just a moment when I imagine myself taking a
different path in life. Some different
choices … Any different road that didn't land me here in this place.
I wonder where that hope came from.
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